I Meant, What If

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

so yeah. history was officially over.
so what. tml's another suffering for homeec. and the fact that we studied the whole book 14 chapters for the exam which lasts one hour. shit.
that history exam was a piece of shit. damn big piece of shit. yeah. all damn long. source-based wrote darn it long. then no time to write for structured. 1st structured essay wrote darn short lahh can. then second one more. then third one a lot. actually can exceed another page one. but i decided not cos i've got no time.
examsexamsexams. the world is getting lamer and lamer. i studied until 12 lahh. then think just now i forget everything.
larrlarrlarrhh-
kayy. 3 more to go.-

11:55 AM

geog test was over. like yeah.
kayy. geog test was over. as well as science test. as well as mathematics. wow. now i'm current;y trying to rmb junks and junks of history. crap.
then tml must study homeec. surely not late one. like history like that. today then start memorising. what shit.
kayy obviously is still got like 4 more exams to go. the only one that can slack is english. compre. haa.
chinese. worst subjecct i have ever taken. die. so manymany chapters must memorise the words. die.
then homeec also. memorise until siao lahh can. damnit.
kayy i'm going off to study again.

12:50 AM

Sunday, May 08, 2005

9:34 PM

well.
geog test is today. yeaps. yeah. not that difficult lahh. kayy. but i still got questions dont know how to do lahh can. maybe A, maybe B, maybe C. isn't it obvious. some questions is givaway lahh can. like what is this mtd. and describe the mtd. and what is the meaning of this and that. not badd lahh. at least got all the freee marks.
yeah can pass lahh. so dont be over-confident. i might fail mann. haa. no lah no lah. i think most of the questions i can do.
some questions are funny. and at least i know that the mtds that i memorized for days came out. all. except for the wet rice cultivation thing. yeah. and that one was the not so sure one. woot.
kayy i guessed that mapwork will not be tested. or they will ask us to bring COLOUR PENCILS. yeah. how clever am i. so faus say got. minhui also sayy got. so i memorize on the spot. andd lend anngi's colour pencil. how nice can she get.
2A is seriously funny. other classes before giving out of papers all damn quiet. cos i go toilet then i see. then our class nort. that's fine. but after paper's given out. we were still down there talking. asking about things we shouldn't ask at that moment.
i even ask liming to help me tear the refill pen plastic out. >< we are funny.
kayy. and everybody was talking. until the teacher sayys you can start now. then suddenly damn quiet. yeah. you know. that kind of quietness.
then today. or i mean the next few days. the other classes on the other block are going to move to our block. sian lahh. they damn extra lahh can.
can't they like stay in their own block.
any difference?
only here sec 2s there sec 1s. no difference lahh. they already xi guan already. even if got. not my problem.
stupid people. and stupid principal. see. this test i shall get highhigh for you to see. band people are much much much much much more smarter then your favourites. they can't study. most of them get into this school not by their marks. yeah. you know what i mean.
band people shall all just flood the triple science classrooms. and SYF or whatsoever performance we have, the teacher can slack. cos the whole triple science class belongs to band. and the teacher must be so damn fucking happy. yeah.
this year's 'o's average will be pulled up by band people. i swear. all our seniors. pro kias. triple science. -
yeahyeah.
get good results. get a electric guit or bass. i don't want a drumset anm. no place to put.
get the money. be a rich kid. shuang -
kayy. i seriouslyy needs a lot of study for science. yeahh. breaking down of substances. yeah.
kayy jiayou for exams yayy -

9:34 PM

Saturday, May 07, 2005

yay. i succeeded in staying at home today. haa. how cool can that be.
my cousin's auntie come to my hse with her friends todayy lahh. darn earlyy can. 11 lo. i just woke up then they come le. then stay till like 2+. 3 hrs lahh. they all damn tall can. then damn skinny.
i'm studying geog from yesterday until today. now book 1. agriculture. lol. must work hard.
getting As is not as difficult as i think it is. at least not VERY. you study, it's not that difficult. you know you put in your best.
i think i'm serious. that few exams days i'm not going online. maybee onlyy. cos stuffs don't get into my mind easily. needs drills. haa.
kayy. people must pia like what i'm doing now. then mayybe can get drumset.
lol.

4:45 PM

Friday, May 06, 2005

kh says jan threw away our nicenice plan. hmph. jan is mad.
i just woke up frm my nap. lol.
kae. few more pathetic days to exam. and i'm gonna get As. but my mom says only private estates can have drumset. nah. what shit. priv will kena complain. not priv won't. lalalaa.
yeah today school wha. sian; got only geog and TWO periods of home ec. damn shit right.? geog got 16/25 for common test. then homeec we do revision. die. homeec haven't start learning yet.
i'm going to study whatever shit i can in the next few days. first, study finish my geog. then, study maths a little. then science. then chinese words. then history. then homeec. *above not in order except the first one.
kae whatever shit.
after school today got zhuan ke. so we are the latest class to like be dismissed lahh can. simple as that. then ys go chop me. on my face somore. luckily his no ink. then he go rub it on my hand. then i chopchop then miss. only kena on his shirt and his hand. wahlau stupid ys. now my hand kena scratch.
stupid stone. nono. nice stone. cos i got an A1. 75 worhs. i didn't know i was such an expert. yeahyeah. budden i don't the other one i got how much. 1 a is coming le. hahaa. at least a2 lahh can.
then homeec the teacher let us see all our marks. i was like the third top scorer in the paper itself lah can. i din know lo. debby and lp got 27.5 then i got 24 lo. the others all got 22 and below. what shit. so manymany flunk their tests. 24 also can be third, or second in marks.
the IT worse. ma and jan were the second lahh. lp and liming got first then got 53. we got secong then we got 43.5. what a difference huh. yeahyeah. but at least i topped AGAIN. then the cooking i nv top. got 8.5. not bad lahh. then sewing got 29.5 issit. ferget. lol. not bad arhhs. another A is coming in the way. lol.
so i shall get an A lah. lalalaa-
so lucks for the exams lahh can. continue pia-ing. jian chi dao di!

3:19 AM

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

i'm a guaikia. i go home straight after school. wahahaa. k. actually not very true lahh.
today lesson was fast. this shows that without amanda's consistent nagging time flies. shi is absent. lalalaa- and she was actually on MC, by ways and means taught by me.
maths was damn fast can. get back results then i actually got 23.5/3o. what a surprise. not that easy after all. it's just because i THOUGHT that it was easy. it isn't. it was COMPLICATED after the explaination. lol.
then was history. the slowest lesson of the day. time like keep stopping like that. wahlau.
then other subjects also fast lahh. like english got back grammar test and i actually got 24/3o. unbelievable. and amanda actually got like 25/3o.? marking error. yeahyeah. i'm saying that to comfort myself. and qian was so funny. she got top in the first place-27/3o. then she realise that roddie mark 3 questions wrongly. then she have to minus mark. then got the same mark as me. lol. 24. lower than amanda. what shit. and i carn believe that i actually won jolene! ahhaas.
then assembly and stuffs. church camp things. then show us the ring show thing. then was so funny. where got lame. then got the what guess song thingy. nice. serious. we got like 1st huh. lol. 2a got goood listening. ahhaa. nups. is we pro. they lousy.
then individual guess derr got one is 3 persons. i know i contradicting lahh. but whatever shit. then the song is pokemon derr. then need 3 people. then faus, aloysius and natty went up. lame lahh. actually everybody know but paiseh only. haa. then that 3 councillors down there diu lian. lol.
yeaps then assembly end at like 2/4o. somewhere there. then they stupid go change the seating arrangement. then we carn like find our class. then stupid now become sec2s and sec 1s in front. sec3s and sec4s behind. sad. then now we in front. suay.
then actually wanted to be a guaikia and go home one. then outside put locker that time jol and kahhui and jan ask me play daidee. then i say later. so shawn took over me. funny guy. then i come back a while next game. then he ask me whether want to play not. then i down theredon't know do what. you know the head shake sign.? yeah then he was like. 'what do you mean by that' ahhaas. then kh say 'it means that you want. you play, you don't want, you let her play.'
yeah exactly. kh clever. so in the end halfway through he have to go cos don't know who, rachel they all have to go then. lalalaa~ so i help him play. the cards surely very nice one. hahaa.
then me kh jan go back together. yeahyeah. kh treat me icecream. recess debby treat me fries. how nice. nvm. next time i will treat them de.
everybody is scared. cos i actually studied. and i mugmugmug. lol. do you like get it. i'm getting a drumset. i don't care.
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i'm piaing damn hard. even now my mother fan hui. i will let her see i can do it and then demand it. anw. no drumset still got the money. hee dx.
kae. i'm going off to like study. really hard. for tests. yeahyeah. gd. english paper 2 only got compre. no vocab and stuffs. yeahyeah.
so cheers people.

5:04 PM

Monday, May 02, 2005

today is very interesting can.in the morning stay at home. also don't know do what. like play my piano and stuffs. then go ahead and CONTINUE and study my science. lol. i'm working hard towards my goal. serious. and then the next few days maybe i don't wanna come online le. but i doubt i got enough time to study geog. sad lahh. but i must seriously work hard. so i can get my drumset and new cell. yup.
then i go bugis with my mother. then actually got a lot of stuffs to buy one. then she ask my auntie to go also. then my uncle tag along. hahaa. so funny. then at bugis MRT station there also don't know why see my dad. he didn't drive cos he came straight frm my grandma's hse. then he go don't know where. so we ended up going different ways.
then my uncle suggested going to GIANT at the marina square there. then i have no comments. lol. then my niece looks damn sick. her eye bags were so showing. haa. mann. then my nephew also no better. crying till like siao. then they go GIANT was supposed to like find my cousin, which is, in other words, their son. what shit lahh.
my cousin very funny can. he became so fat. haa. the elder one lahh. then the younger one become so damn tall. like whoa. then they like damn funny can.
my elder cousin told me that the bread at the store sells 8 breads, which costs 1/2o each, for 2/2o. which doesn't make sense to me at all. ahhaa. then i think cos he shuai then the girl like her lahh. then give him so cheap price. then my mum don't believe take 8 bread go ask him buy. then is 4/4o i think. anw still veh cheap lahh.
my uncle surely not funny one. ask us to take cab to his hse then we take train back. how much funnier can he get.? lol
then i went back here. i was intending to study. lalalaa* ever believe it.? nvm. hahaa.
kae i wanna go study. A1s for me. yupyup. work hard and i will get money and freedom.
cheers.

6:11 AM