I Meant, What If

Tuesday, August 31, 2004

The You I Have In Me

I know that I’ll miss you
I can’t help if I do
All times that we had
Together has gone
Laughter and tears
In a twinkling was gone
All that was left
An echo of emptiness

Chorus

I know I’ll miss you so
A part of me left with you
My friend
Walked through my heart
And left prints so deep
Always will be in me
Where were what
We had shared
Fond memories
All came rolling back
One last good-bye
The last tear I cry
I want to let you know
The you that I have in me

Verse 2

A canopy of feelings
Engulfs my troubled mind
Emotions and churnings
So unkind
But you were there for me
And always will be
Though you are gone
You’ll always be in my heart
://Chorus

10:05 PM

Friday, August 27, 2004

Today have PE.No more stress management.Haih.Thought still got the air-con.Haih.School was quite fun today man.Science teacher don’t care about us lorh.English teacher also.So nan2 de2.

WTF.Band.Band was okay in the first place.We get to play African Symphony.*rawkx*,Dancing Queen,Dancin Megahits,Japanese Graffitti.Who cares if I spelled wrongly.And many many others lorh.I will follow him is so damn nice.Lol.Then came the end of band.The announcement part.Percussion section need to pay fine for ‘Instruments not covered’I don’t care at all.Then this is the critical part.Bao Ying and Andrew wanted to see those who are late or absent without a valid reason.I was altogather about 15 minutes late and absent for a day without a valid reason.As I said in some of the previous posts,

Late for every 5 minutes.
Run 1 round.

Absent without a valid reason.
Run 10 rounds.

Which means altogether I have to run 13 rounds.So sucky.I explained that I have give her the parent’s letter already.So she minused 10 rounds.Save it until she cannot find it.Explained to her.She don’t understand..FINE.I don’t care.Seriously I don’t.

I hate band.For all I care.the new com. Sucks like don’t know what lorh.Don’t want to mention who.Anyway.After hearing the crap story about the Homeec. Teacher showing off her bra and stuffs like that made me feel a little better.=)Obscene sia.Perverted.

Okay.Long-winded me.Not going for drills tomorrow.Band prac?Don’t think so too.Haa.Good idea.That’s all for today.it’s all enough for me.Class problem is solved.HE is the one who took the money.Don’t be afraid anymore.At least I wrote something.Done.

~God bless~

9:45 PM

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

Wah.Long day today.But I don’t care.Not at all.

Firstly,we got this CME class which sort of consisted debating.It was quite fun.Yea.We aren’t supposed to shoot cos’ it’s not even supposed to be a debating session.Lolx=)We shoot lai shoot qu lorh.Lame.And Pamela asked me this stupid question lorh.Haihya.Lame lorh.

We get to watch a drama performed by the English Drama members during assembly in the air-conditioned hall.What dunno what and Jeremy decides.Yea.The Jeremy is dear Deborah’s brother.Hee.*Lolx*Nice story.ED members.Jia you worhx!Love the songs too.And the thunder came at the right time man.:pPp And Mrs.Goh made us to stay back to sing the stupid school song*Oops*Sure.I don’t mind staying in the air-conditioned hall for a long long time.As long as there is air-con.I can sleep anywhere.

Cos’ of that.We are late for band cos’ of late dismissal.Luckily.The Sec 3s never ask why.Yepx.Nice day at band.Sectionals rule the world.Especially PERCUSSION sectionals.Then we played.Dunno wad march,Big fun in the sun*it rules*Dancing Queen,Dancin’ Megahits.All but African Symphony.Sad.*Weepx*Love that song.Don’t know why.Maybe because got fate?Ehheh.Good one.Stayed in school for.Erm.Until 5.30.That’s great.Improved shaker skills le*At least I think I did*

Yea.Then here I was.Using the computer.Nothing else.Except studying for the Maths common test tomorrow.Learn the methods can le.Yepx.But who cares if I fail huh?

~God bless~

8:08 PM

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

Ah.Today.Got Band sectionals.It is really LAME.Yea.Only got two seniors.The sec 2s weren’t even informed.-_-”Kx.The sectional was Lame.Why?All because of the songs lorh.African Symphony?Okay larh.Yepx.I don’t care.I got to ‘sort of’ played the drum set today anyway.For the fundamentals.Who cares if I spells wrongly.Then played the African Symphony.The more I play,the more I think its lame.Yea.But who cares?

Then what happened in school nehx?Mrs Koh didn’t come lorh.Hah!Imagine it larh.Too bad 1B is occupied again.Or we can shout as loud as we want.We missed double periods.Why not three?=)

Then I saw Yanlin again.She looks sort of weird todae.With her ‘samurai’ hairstyle replaced by neat and tied up hair.Don’t even recognise is her.Lolx.So she say hi so many times then I know is her.I thought that person talking to someone behind me.Lolx.

Then have piano lesson at 6.15pm.Fun.Got merit.Receive the results!Crapping again.
That’s all for today bah.

~God bless~

8:37 PM

Sunday, August 22, 2004

I don't get it.I still don't get it.Why must the idiot stealer steal from our class?Wasted our recess.Let me start from Friday.

That day.There was the one and only recess.And we missed about 20 minutes of it.Yea.20.There was a stealer among us.There is.In fact.Well.Everything was ok.In the first place.We went happily for PE.Until we found out that there was stress management thing.Lol.Then we went back to class after it.Yea.Five things were lost.2 wallets.2 discmans.1 handphone.People cried.People worried.We missed Chinese because of this.Then Maths came.Mr Mok was the one who took the stuffs.To keep it for us.But yah.He returned it.Then Kahui found out she lost 20++.Oh yah.That's how we lost our recess.
Mr Mok checked all our lockers.

Todae.
Nothing special really happened.kx.stop bloggin here le.
~god bless~

8:30 PM

Thursday, August 19, 2004

I think i gonna flunk my Chinese test todae.Lol.i don't know.Maybe yes.Maybe no.The Chinese test was easy.What crap.It IS difficult.Damnit difficult.

A good day todae.Happy?Nupx.Don't know why people keep on asking me to go for the band farewell.The fact is that i don't want to go too!Shucks.I don't want want to go.I just don't know why.Don't know.Okay.Yea.Went for band today.Didn't know it was so sian lorh.But i don't mind.I just don't care.Don't care.Being normal is good.Wow.Literature is out of my mouth!Talking of literature.The teacher made me stand up the whole day to answer a stupid question.Is it better to be too special or too normal?Woah.Lame question.Out of the point of bullying.Lol.But i don;t care.No one cares.Too normal can sometimes be too special too.Didn't she think about it?If you are too normal.People will like to laugh and make fun of you.Doesn't it make sense?It will then attract lots of attention.That makes you SPECIAL instead of NORMAL.No more literature for me.

Art.I forgot to bring ANYTHING.At most i flunk art huh?Wads the big deal about it?Well.I don't care again.In fact.I really don't.

That's all for todae bah.That's all.Cos' i don't care.I really don't.Bye bloggie.

` God bless

9:15 PM

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

I got really fed up.The post i post is lost. Wah lau!Damned computer.
That day.Jolene's father called her.It is all because that Mr. Mok called the father.He told her mother that she did not do her homework and wore ankle socks to school.The next day.She wore long socks and did her Maths homework.Rare case.

Yesterday.I got piano lesson.My teacher told me that the results for my piano exam is out.It should be inside her letterbox right then.But she did not go to her post/letter box.So can't claim it.I think i might fail the exam.Cos' i played both my scales and appeggios wrongly.Only my Chromatic scales and Contrary motion are played correctly.Well.I don't know.my teacher[She] told me that if she called me before 10pm.I pass.If not,i fail.Then she called me at exactly 10pm.Sad.She said.She said that i finished already.Iexpected it but felt a little bit sad.Well,but i sort of expected it to happen.So i accepted it coolly.She asked me to guess how much i got.I said 10.She said 'no'.I then said 20.She said far much more than that.And she suddenly tell me that i got 124/150.Which is more than a Pass.I got a Merit.Surprise ehh?haa.I got so freaked out.i jumped![not so kua zhang]But i did flunk my scales.Well.I knew it.I got 13/21.But i did a good thing overall.I got 26/30 for each of my pieces.I sort of force my teacher to say that i am so pro and very good!Well.At least i was pleased with my results.My mum too.

Today.

I went around telling people that i got a Merit in piano.Huhx?Was their reply worhx.Kx.Fine.I accepted it coolly.I am talented.[haa.]well.Think thats enough for todae.I posted a lot already right?Fine.Well.Bye.

~God bless~

6:50 PM

Saturday, August 14, 2004

Todaex Saturdae lor .. Got nothing to sae .. Go to skool .. Got band .. Actually hor .. we join main band yesterdaex le lehx .. de band major neva sae lolx .. haih .. so sudden ..

Nothing le larhx .. todae stae at home to plae comp. for nearly 5 hours lorh .. hmmm .. enuf liao .. tats all.. Byex Blogx !!

8:45 PM

Thursday, August 12, 2004

kX..we dao Debby todae..purposely de~

First..Gt PE todae..got Napfa..Kao..deprove leh..my sit~n~reach..Lolx..from last year 47 drop to 40 only..Fine..I admit..I'm getting old le..Haih..then..got science period..chao sian..

Then...

Still got many many..But no more xin qing to rite le..

Take it as i rite le..That's all..i've GTG..See ya blog..

~may god bless~

9:40 PM

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

hmm..todae went back to school to practice the stupid drama+dance thing??yeah..rite..then Faus received tis realli weird call..haha..in which tis person actually sing to her man..and the song he sing is super old one..Lol..tt shows tt they got generation gap..haih..up till now..only got about a few homeworks done ..shucks..gee..muz lag also cannot..yippee!!*going crazy le*dunno yippee wad larh..hmm..todae actually rehearse nothing lorh..ok..done for todae..

Let me talk about yesterdae..
Got NDP..real one okae??Then eye pain..then i saw this auntie on TV holding the flag and marching..is from one CC,i think,scratch her butt..V. not hygienic lorh..

Let me talk about Sundae..
Got no time to blog tt dae.. cuz actually want to watch fireworks de..*yoohoo!!fireworks rawks!* then mum sae gt the *Xi Ling Men*last episode..then dun go..i ended up didn't go..then is super qian bian lorh..didn't say what happen in the end..only say: "Want to know what happened to their mum in the end?Did she wake up??Will JiaLong and MeiLi end up together??Please watch Xi Ling Men Part 2"

5:17 AM

Friday, August 06, 2004

Yeah-Fine..I lost de posting i wrote juz now..rite again..-i dun mind..

Yesterdae went 85 market..yep..tts all..and de crappyish dance dey toking 'bout..tink quitting le bahx..

Todae's NDP..in skool i mean..Chao lame lor..Marching..Marching..and still marching..bt can kan4 de2 chu1 de welfare very enthu..

den gt band meet..wanna quit band le..dun care 'bout de 3 demerits le..cuz de DM(Drum Major) n de BM(Band Major) both change le..then dey stared scolding us..New BM actually cried!!den sae wad......

Late for evry 5 minutes run 1 round..

Never cum for band prac. without a valid reason dunno how many rounds..haih..

And de *Ahem Ahem* scolded us too..Sae wad percussion section very slack..Mr. Chua keep saeing"Sec ones,plae!!Plae!!"and we din plae..he sae he took out de score for us and we still never plae..the fact is tat we dun hav de instru. lor..and we dun even hav de parts..he took out the Drum score..we dun hav..and we cant plae de suspend(is it spelt tis wae?) either..we canot touch the Timpani..so wad can we??slack only!!!one word for me to sae: KAO

den scold le no mood to go plae bowling with Amanda dey all le..Rather go hme to sleep..Actually dey go there also plae de Arcade only lar..tot i dunno..haha..

Tat's all..Almost done..At least..

8:45 PM

Monday, August 02, 2004

Yepx..Spelt wrongly le..Is yanlin..nt Yan Ling..kkx..todae gt skool..duh..
Peepx were veri *dunno how to sae* todae..keep on daoing me..haih..kkx..is not their fault arh..cuz evrybody..includin me oso *xin qing bu hao*..LMAO..oh fine..to de point huh..Shit..gettin baq chinese xxam paperx..gt PE tml..National Dae arriving..All de pressure on me,oh mi god..heavy..heavy..and heavier!!!more and more burden..

i dunno y..i sort of lag todae..cher teach wad i oso dunno..cant gt into mi mind..no matter how i stress..haih..suan le..tt's all fer todae..At most i fail my Chinese exams huh..

4:15 AM